There is a black dot circling inside me
And around me
Not a Halo
And not a color
But rather a feeling
A pain
An emotion
A darkness with no end in sight
Funny, the mind is looking for a glow
A speck, a dot, a faint one will do
I try to wake up
Without any success
I scream, wallow and cry in disgust
The more I try the deeper I sink
The darkness that is black lingers
The darkness that is sorrow moans
The darkness that is pain spreads
The darkness that is death arrives!
